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[4:44:58 AM] Jacqui: c: weeps for friendship
Rowan. Nineteen. ISTJ. Goddamn phony etc.
“The proof that the little prince existed is that he was charming, that he laughed, and that he was looking for a sheep. If anybody wants a sheep, that is a proof that he exists.”
Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, The Little Prince
I lived in denial for as long as I possibly could. Until the age of 18, I would take the Oxford Tube, which is a public bus. Then it got to the point where the fact that I was on the bus would spread from one end to the other. I’d think, Why am I doing this to myself? Ignoring fame was my rebellion, in a funny way. I was insistent on being normal and doing normal things.
“You should never need a list to make you feel beautiful, and I always personally felt beautiful, but people were telling me ‘you can’t play the hot girl’ or ‘you can’t play the sexy girlfriend’. So when I see myself on these lists, I just hope that every single ex-boyfriend of mine is kicking himself in the ass right now.”
i want someone to hold my hand in crowded places & talk to cashiers for me